Friday, October 21, 2005
recalls.
it was on a saturday
when we dawdled thru the dim pathway.
holding hands, we had no dismay.
those were the days.
goodbye, until we meet again.
au revoir, as i said again.
turned away and walked thru the lane.
already between us seemes to be like a terrain.
your prods n probities attracted me.
love n like twirled like eddy.
i dreamt u were my baby.
and it was really meant to be.
our afternoons.
we shared like no one else.
ripped open, are my healed wounds.
whenever, i see myself alone.
uphill roads n a phone booth.
bungalows n visible roofs.
a playground in the park.
if it rains, just our tough luck.
* * *
choir birds singing the dawn chorus.
the orange light striked is first.
light shadowed the birds in the horizon.
n cars filling the highway reached thousands.
unintendedly reinterating.
my common mistake that left her waiting.
its reaching late morning.
im unsure how i did my planning.
everything was preternaturally done.
honestly, i did not do it for fun.
i could've helped myself with a little run.
but this round, i swore u've won.
u started to treat me differently.
giving clues to my mistakes hueristically.
decipherment chart, do help me.
get me out of this mess quickly.
just like a neverending helix.
ur words splashed like acids.
also containing implicits,
now is not a good time to meet.
accused of being impenitent.
dropped a tear but i just. dont wana turn.
enduring a hot bulb.
similar to not giving up.
* * *
eddy winds.
staggered me in the condition im in.
still my queen,,
thats what u wanted to hint.
freezing air n morning dew.
recalled me of the times when im with u.
i've always needed you.
forgive me, please start anew.
for me n for you.
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8:55 pm
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
So analyze your hate, find out where it is based .
prelims over. super f*cking outcome. ugh. forget it. im done with my art. painting. just waiting for wan to send it to me tonight. he took the pic la i mean. yah. the other day went to geylang. saw some friends there. saw thania there. i was walking and suddenly looked up to see her. yah. unexpected though. then i smiled and walked away. then saw rafie with his mum. yah smiled again. hah. then walked passed him. then lastly i met syahidah. not really met ah. i didnt know she was walking beside me. she was with her friend. this syahidah is my pri sch friend. not from evss btw. yah. then she asked her friend to shout "Yan!". then i turned. the place that we walked was so packed. i cannot hear clearly. then she smiled2 all. like crazy. wth. then ya i carried on walking. was boring. finally we went home. then too much things happened and i couldnt keep track. our art dates were extended. a week even after mrs julie tay said it was a confirm that she would collect. liar liar. yah. so me n amy sorta had a misunderstanding. yah bla bla bla. and yah we're okay already. i really hope. and tomorrow is the last day of school. and no school until o levels. but unluckily enuff, the rest of the school wont be in sch tmr. poor thing sec 4s need to attend to it. and then after sch tmr go for prayers, go home after that, sleep then wake up n bath n go to geylang. break my fast there. yeah. cool. hmm. okae.getting tired already. miss yew amy. mwah.
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